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Woke up this morning from a wet dream, almost thought I’d broken my vows, thankfully not

Didn’t seem to do much this morning, just kept browsing forums, looking for answers but didn’t really get them. Spent noon immersed in social stuff, not sure what to do.

Then during class this afternoon, I barely managed to get some ideas back, tweaked the website. Still don’t know what else to do, but at least I’m doing something…

Got some bayberries from the cafeteria auntie tonight, unexpected, but nice. Tried setting up a so-called AI learning system tonight, it’s alright, at least it made me review some basic knowledge… and continue optimizing the website.

Haven’t made the video yet, guess I’ll just make one and see. Face myself and show myself. Oh right, I have the CET-6 exam tomorrow, but I’m not panicking at all, because I have no intention of passing anyway )

High-intensity chatting again before bed, what am I even doing… whatever… I really am a bit… sigh, fear follows me like a shadow, but at least, I’m still here, right? Amiya, you shouldn’t, and you don’t need to…