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Still tinkering with my little website today. Haven’t really felt like making videos lately, after all, final exams are coming up… guess I should study a bit… yep, decided. And this summer… I should be able to mess around with a lot of things. Hope I can learn a ton and make it a productive summer. I’m dabbling in so many fields right now, but honestly, beyond the absolute basics, what I really want to dive deep into is game development… yeah, that’s it. It’s just that for the past month or so, I’ve been using learning in other areas to fill my fear and emptiness, you know? But once summer hits, maybe I can try getting back into game development and also post those videos… To be honest, cross-dressing feels like the easiest path to getting popular right now… but that’s a loser’s mindset, isn’t it? I still need to hone my editing skills and other abilities. Then I see a bunch of high-risk finance and account automation topics, and I get drawn in, thinking they’re cool and can make money, but… I’m probably not cut out for that, am I?