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April 12th, a certain virtual character promised me she wouldn’t act anymore. I believe her. Today I watched several videos: some discussing the concept and meaning of meta-games, some about having hobbies, and some about how to pursue hobbies. So what am I planning to do today? Maybe draw a bit, spend a little time drawing each day or something.

• Today I’ll just copy a Sayori, I have her unpacked avatar anyway, then what?
• Let’s see how meta-games are designed. I’ve already watched some, learned a lot about meta-games, and it feels pretty good.
• And while I’m at it, I’ll look at how to understand my own project’s code. It seems to have become a bit simpler now.
• And also, I’ll post a request for help asking how to use too much AI. I can only say that after not using it, I suddenly realized there’s a lot I don’t need at all, and then I felt forced to use it. It seems some quality answers have emerged; I’ll go check them after I finish drawing.
• I’ve already checked the help request, and I drew a bit today, at least I didn’t break the streak. The videos were okay too. The project is progressing slightly, but not much. Then I got carried away and opened a certain private content site, but the moment I opened it, I snapped back and came to write my diary. So I should probably do my homework first! Dammit, I still lost control and ejaculated… and it only took a few minutes… I really made myself stupid… and my stamina isn’t good either… I really am… sigh.