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Ugh, I want to produce something, but I’m overwhelmed by anxiety, don’t know how to start, it’s so annoying. It’s finals season again, but I’m also just trash. Ano sa, these so-called university courses are practically an infringement on my rights! My right to learn freely! While I know some of this stuff might actually be a little useful, that’s no reason to infringe on my freedom! I could be happily learning freely, but now I’m just annoyingly learning freely. But anyway, let’s just finish one video today. That way, at least my guilt will lessen a bit. And after finishing the video, I’ll go exercise, which will make me feel even better. After all, I’ve done absolutely nothing these past few days, I’ve been so slack! Lazy, lazy, it’s such a waste of time!