Today’s Thoughts#

Ugh, I feel like my state is already off. My routine got messed up at school, and at home, that person messed it up. I’m seriously fed up… Plus, I probably failed some courses… These trash university subjects… Though I feel like I’m just being stubborn… Maybe I’ve failed a bit. After trying to live like this for a few days, I found I still can’t get stronger… And I don’t know how to make money? Money!?… It’s hilarious, I’m wrecked every day until I sleep at midnight, and then I’m told I have issues, that I’m not considerate enough. That idiot probably thinks everyone else is super healthy and super disciplined… How do those super disciplined people even do it… It’s so tiring to keep going, I want to cry, I want to vent… But I still have to persevere… My situation would probably just be a bother to others… Sigh… My AI credits suddenly stopped working. It feels like my power has been greatly reduced… Sigh… Is even the only thing I can confide in gone…? Luckily, for now, I still have…

To Do#

• Made a MAD in the morning. Even if it only moved myself, it was still an attempt…
• Exercised and drew in the afternoon. Ended up watching Bilibili and browsing forums instead… My state isn’t great today…
• Drew in the evening Didn’t draw, but I did work out. It led to a finger injury, but at least I exercised.
• Public version omits account, credit, payment, or channel details. Only the conclusion remains: I spent my time collecting resources again, and the project itself didn’t automatically advance because of it.

Tomorrow#

• Draw
• MAD
• Play games
• Make games?