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Diary: 2026-07-18
2026-07-18
Amiya_desi

Publicly curated version: To avoid exposing privacy, some names, chat details, accounts/paths/private details have been anonymized or omitted.

Reflections#

Didn’t sleep well again this morning, went to bed at 1<30> AM. My state is a bit out of control too… This morning I saw an inspiring video of someone playing with robots… I seem to have a lot to say too… but I don’t know how to say it well… After all, I’ve done so many things from scratch… but there’s really nothing particularly impressive to show for it… Should I do video recording for game development? Or record my geoscore and search gateway? And promote them? I need to build in public, but my inferiority complex outweighs my desire to express myself… At least for now… Even though I used to dare to show things off casually…

The public version omits account, quota, payment, or channel details. Only the conclusion remains: I’ve spent my time collecting resources again, and the project itself hasn’t automatically progressed because of it.

https://wpforfree.com/, routinely collecting all sorts of resources but having nowhere to put them, so they just end up scattered in my diary… The task codex assigned me still isn’t done, but it’s almost there… codex is almost done iterating on the game… though, in reality, it’s probably just iterated from a pile of crap to just crap, right…

Radical Servers - riseup.net, a list of public welfare organizations. It made me think that my domain is also sayori.org, and I’m also kind of thinking about doing some public welfare services, so to speak.

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# Diary
Last edited 2026-07-18
Diary: 2026-07-18
https://blog.sayori.org/en/posts/diary/2026-07-18/
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2026-07-18
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