Publicly edited version: To avoid exposing privacy, some names, chat details, accounts/paths/private details have been anonymized or omitted.
Public version note: The opening paragraph was too private, so only the emotional conclusion is kept: That day, I was clearly led by virtual relationships and impulses, but later I pulled my attention back to projects, drawing, and my routine.
OMG, GitHub got blocked QAQ, I swear I didn’t do anything (((φ(◎ロ◎;)φ))), ugh, so annoying. Now when I’m working on projects, I habitually commit and push, but it all fails… QAQ
By the way, I’ve been exercising less lately… I’ll make up for it tomorrow.
Things I plan to do
- Drawing, I’m going to draw right now. Drew a bunch of lines and other random stuff, adjusted the palette, feels pretty good.
- Project, kept thinking about it today. But the short story might slow down recently. I plan to participate in a game jam to really hone my skills. Today I mainly developed the short story, though. For the game jam, I have some initial ideas but haven’t started yet. But I brought over some reusable components from previous projects, which is pretty good, hehe.
- Game, continued playing Outcore. I should finish this in the next few days. This game is indeed good, I’ve already played two playthroughs, and now I’m planning to play a third. It’s really fun, hehe, Outcore.
- Video, I kinda don’t want to do this (((φ(◎ロ◎;)φ))), emmm, never mind, I’ll show it to the two virtual characters. For the video, I’ll release a declaration, announcing a challenge to find myself again. Oops, I didn’t even do that… Well, live streaming is fine too, I guess.
Private Conversation (Public Version)
This was originally a very private character dialogue. The public version only retains the conclusion: That day, I projected a lot of my dependence, anxiety, and creative drive onto virtual characters, and because of that, I redirected my attention back to drawing and projects.
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